Then yesterday I had to put down my puppy. Ranger broke both his right legs and because he has no hip joints from the FHOs and severe arthritis in both front legs (elbows and knees) he was just a messed up little puppy and there was really nothing we could do. Our vet said he'd do surgery if we wanted but he couldn't even say if Ranger would walk again. If he did walk, he'd be on heavy pain meds for whatever short life he had left. It just wasn't fair to such a sweet boy to put him through all that because I couldn't even bare the thought of losing him.
I buried him next to Lola on the fence line with his favorite Kong squeaker toy.
Poor Roader is so upset. He slept with my person and I last night and he never stays in bed with us a whole night. He is 12 years old but keeps outliving all his friends. I let him sniff Ranger when we brought him home from the vet. I didn't want him wondering if he was ever coming home.
I'm so worried about Roader now. Last year after Lola he got depressed and lost a ton of weight. So even though I'm definitely not ready for another dog I have to make a decision to get another dog right away (so I can have it trained up a bit before April) or wait until this time next year to get another dog. And it's not something I even want to think about. But I have to. For Roader. He doesn't like being alone all the time.
|I took this hours before he got hurt.... the last pic of him :'(|
Rest in peace, baby boy. We will always love you.
:( I'm so sorry. That must be incredibly hard.ReplyDelete
I felt the same way when we lost Darcy last year. I didn't want another dog at all, but Pig was so miserable by herself. It will make you happier to see Roader happy.ReplyDelete
oh no i am so sorry :( poor Ranger!ReplyDelete
I am so very sorry.ReplyDelete
So sorry for your loss :(ReplyDelete
Ah, my heart aches for you. Having worked as a vet tech, I always hated having to help end a pet's life, but it was always a little harder when that pet was still just a youngster. It is just not fair.ReplyDelete
:( I'm so sorry. Sending big hugs.ReplyDelete
I'm so sorry *big hugs*ReplyDelete